Yellowstone/Grand Tetons PICTURES

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There you go! (:

S-U-M-M-E-R

I can't believe summer is almost over! Where did it all go? It's August already, which means that soon I will be....
-turning 15 (yes, I'm a young one)
-starting school
-starting tennis preseason :O.


Some of you might be thinking "Well gee Tash, that's fine and dandy, but uhmm...... WHAT THE HECK DID YOU DO THIS SUMMER?! I WANT JUICY DETAILS!!!"


Well. You guys are in for a surprise when I tell you about my summer! Are you ready...




ABSOLUTELY NOTHING EXCITING! :D

Hahaha. Here's some highlights, though.
-Going to the summer recreation program in Barbours.
-Playing basketball
-Playing tennis
-Babysitting
-Swimming (a little)
-My vacation to Yellowstone and the Grand Tetons (i'll make another post with a link to those pictures)
-Arguing with Connor
-Hanging out with almost everyone at least once (MORGAN we need to hang out sometime, sorry I've been so busy! :/)
-The big fight I got into with Jake
-Watching lots of movies
-Emily Musser (our neighbor)'s wedding (it was in the middle of a gorgeous field! And the reception was on an island!)

-Talking to the Musser boys :P

Now this is the part where you're supposed to think/say out loud: "WAIT! HOLD UP! WHAT BOYS?!!?!? OH MY GOSH, NATASHA ISN'T A COMPLETE LOSER AFTER ALL!"

Go on, say it!

I CAN'T HEAR YOU!

Okay. Thank you for your patience. Well, my friends, the Musser boys are these gorgeous guys who happen to live just down the street from me. They're all brothers, they have a huge puppy named Colt, they're building a house for their sister, I believe they're going into college, and they have a habit of going everywhere shirtless. :D


WOO! Barbours isn't completely lame after all!

:) Hahaha. I miss you! Love you all! (:

Pictures!

I posted some new pics on Facebook and MySpace, but due to the fact that some of you don't have Myspaces or Facebooks, here they are for your viewing/saving pleasures! :)

Kerri, Emily, and I at Jake's birthday party.

This is old, and it was outside of Trainer J's room. :) Hehe.

Stunner shadess :)

Howdy, ya'll, my name is Miley Cyrus! (I purposefully rolled up my shorts to be skank shorts) XD

Ello, my Name is Natasha and I am Russian supermodel who happens to model Islamic tur-bhans and shawls. :)

lemme know what you think!

I'm liking this summer :D

Hey everyone! I know I haven't posted in FOREVER, but not to worry, zee Russian Supermodel es vack on zee computar. ;) hahaha.
So, some pretty cool stuff has happened so far this summer. And it's still only the first week! AHH! :D lol. Here's some of the highlights of the summer.

Jake's 15th Birthday Party: Tori and I made Jake a really cool present (photocube!), and at the party, everyone was having a lot of fun. We were bowling horribly, but it was really funny. Plus, I had a blast just being with everyone. :)

Megan's house on June 8th: Well, I came into town early for my tennis physicals, and I needed a place to go, so I decided to go off to Megan's house! After walking in uninvited (I am so so so so so sorry about that, Megan), and waking her up (I'm very, very, very sorry about that too), we went downstairs and watched Dora the Explorer! :D After my physicals, we went to the Uni-Mart to get make-your-own slushies. That was disasterous. I spilled blue syrup all over myself, and all over the counter. After paying, we rushed over to Lyon's Camping Supply, where Abby Lazorka was located! WOOO ABBY! We talked for a little bit while Megan and I were being stunned by how good Abby looked in her new clothes from Charlotte Ruse (spelling?). :) Then, we were walking back to Megan's house, drinking our (disgusting) make-your-own slushies, when we decided to dump them. I brought up the suggestion of dumping them on Cole Black's truck, due to the fact that it is sitting in the high school parking lot, all abandoned for the next week. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO VANDALISE IT! :D We agreed to dump our slushies, throw eggs, and write on his truck in Expo marker. Yayy. But, the band kids were still at the HS (almost ready to depart to Disney World), so we decided to wait till night to throw stuff at it. Unfortunately, Megan's dad ate the slushies, so no dumping blue syrup on Cole Black's truck for us. :(

BOWLING WITH KARA, MEGAN, ABBY AND MARLENE: My mom was working again, so I took Marlene when I went bowling with them. They all had free coupons for bowling, so we decided to use them. After recieving a delicious show from Megan, and bowling horribly, I took Marlene to Brusters for Ice Cream. As Kara and Megan so wonderfully warned us, we were almost stolen by two teenage girls that looked shockingly like Megan and Kara. Hmm. Then. we went to TJ Maxx, and went home.

CONNOR AWAY TO WRESTLING CAMP: It's only been two days, and I already miss him! :'( my baby brother is growning up....

MALL TODAY: Today, I went bra-shopping with my mom and sister, and I discovered something interesting. I'm now a 34-C. :O I don't know what to make of this....

that was awkward.... sorry bout that....

okay, so tell me about your summer now! I MISS YOU ALL SO BADLY! :( I LOVE YOU!!!

I think that all of you should read this.

This is in response to Morgan's blog titled "YOU'RE INSANE!!!!!"

Many of my friends think that they are not pretty. They constantly put themselves down, try to make themselves look differently, and are worried about what others think of them. I cannot count how many times I hear in one day "I'm so fat." or "Ewww. Look at my hair.I'm so ugly." and, my personal favorite: "I think I need to lose about ten pounds." The girl who usually says the last one is superly skinny.

The truth is, all of these friends of mine are beautiful beyond belief, inside and out. They've got everything a girl could want as far as looks go. They all have flowing, shiny hair, a body the shape of an hourglass, sparkling eyes, and a flawless complexion. I'm jealous of the way thay all look. But, they are constantly trying to improve themselves as far as physical features go. How can you improve something that's already perfect? I feel like a bad friend every single day, because my friends don't feel as beautiful as they are. I feel as if it's my job to make them feel confident and happy with their appearances.

I've had numerous people of the male persuasion walk up to me and say "Damn. Your friends are HOT." I've had countless people check out my friends when we go out. Heck. Even their boyfriends insist that they are pretty. And yet, they still don't believe me when I say that they are pretty. I MEAN IT, LADIES! I wish that all of you could look in the mirror and say "Oh, maybe Tash is right. Maybe I am beautiful. Maybe I am a stunner." I feel cocky sometimes, because I honestly do not care what I look like. I feel like I'm the shallow bitch of the group because I'm not always putting myself down about what I look like.

And, another thing, MORGAN, EMILY, MEGAN, ABBY, AND KERRI. I think that you all are at your most beautiful when you're asleep. You have no makeup on, you're not trying to suck in your stomach (or push out your chest for that matter), you're at perfect ease and you don't care or notice what others are saying. You look even more flawless when no one's watching.

I just really wanted you all to know that.

My baby can't sing to save his life....

Okay, so does everyone remember how I had that almost-creepy obsession with Ronnie Winters, the lead singer of the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus?

Remember how upset I was when I found out he was married?

Well, today I realized that I do not remember how he sounded live at the concert of his I went to. I don't remember him singing at all, to be honest. All I remember is his screamo parts<3. I've been basing my obsession off of studio recordings (which are marvolous by the way).
So, I went onto YouTube and searched "Red Jumpsuit Apparatus live". I found the worst thing in the world. :(

Turns out, my love drinks before every single one of his shows. And he sounds like a dying cat. He even got thrown out of Williamsport forever for his drinking. Maybe I'll send him an Alcoholics Anonymous phamplet.

HE IS SO BAD AT SINGING MY FAVORITE SONG LIVE!!! You'd think that someone would get better at singing after a while, not worse!!!! God.

I've included a video for you all. It was from a concert about two weeks ago, so you know that he is currently bad. VERY bad. (this video may cause your ears to bleed)




:'( my poor baby.

Whoever invented canister vacuum cleaners...

So, I was cleaning my house this morning, and it came time to vacuum. We have a canister vacuum. I have a major issue with canister vacuum cleaners. They annoy the heck out of me. I have so many problems with them:

-You can't clean more than six feet without having to drag the vacuum and clean another six feet, repeating this process throughout the WHOLE ENTIRE HOUSE.
-They are impossible to manuever when they have that stupid carpet cleaning thing on them.
-Canister vacuums get clogged up easily. Then you have to reach in and pull out the now filthy thing that clogged it, and redo the whole area you just cleaned.
-They hardly pick up any dust.
-You have to change the bag every three seconds. :(

And usually after vacuuming, I get really angry and yell at my brother and sister a lot.

SO I have created the ten commandments for vacuuming, to help me correct my bad habits...
-Thou shalt not throw thy vacuum on thy floor following cleaning.
-Thou shalt not become angry with thy vacuum.
-Thou shalt not swear at inanimate objects that are in thy way of vacuuming.
-Thou shall carefully move fragile objects instead of throwing them on thy couch.
-Thou shalt not become angry with anyone who tracks mud on your freshly vacuumed area.
-Thou shalt not become angry with thy siblings whilst cleaning.
-Thou shalt calm thyself before thy vacuums.
-Thou shalt not kick thy vacuum repeatedly when thy vacuum will not turn on.
-Thou shalt repeat to thyself "It is only a vacuum. It is only a vacuum." instead of yelling at it for being stupid.
-Thou shalt not try to throw away thy vacuum after each vacuuming session.

;)

I'm procrastinating!

I hate studying. So, I'm putting it off by getting on Blogger.
:D


Yayyyy. Procrastination :)

So, I did something today that I now feel guilty about.
I was at my FBLA meeting, and we had to vote on officers today. Under a certain category was his name, and my one friend from track's name. I, without thinking, circled his name without hesitation.
....now here is the part in the story where I point out that I'm italicizing his all the time. Like he's a Greek god. Or a fallen angel. Or one of the last members of a severely endangered species. Which, he is one of the last members of an endangered species. The species Male Hottieness very rarely exists at MHS. :P....
ANYWAY. One of my best friends who is very good at pointing out harsh realities COUGHKARACOUGH said "You're pathetic."
Then, Leah Winner took my paper and circled my track friend's name. SO, I decided to help her out and I scribbled out his name.
Then Kara said "Oh my God. I can't believe you just did that," while shaking her head.
And I said "Well, I'm breaking a bad habit. I'm trying not to like him anymore. This election is between a guy who doesn't talk to me or someone who does talk to me." I decided not to mention how gorgeous this guy is.
She then kept repeating how she could not "believe Tanasha just did that".
So, the speeches came, and I began to drift off. Then, his beautiful, angelic, harmonious voice filled the air as I heard him begin his speech.
Let's just say.... that was like giving a martini to an newly-sober alcoholic.
He looked right at me as he continued his speech, and I do believe my heart stopped at the moment when he caught my eye and said "I can't do this without you. Give me a chance, and I'll be all you need."
I then proceeded to blush and look at the floor. I felt guilty for not voting for him for the rest of the day.


Someday, I'll post a picture of him up in this. I promise :)


Then again, his beauty might just break my blog.

Haha. Just kidding.

I really should get myself some help....

BY THE WAY, MARIANN:
I am sorry for the whole "Jenny blogpost". It was juvenile, uncalled for, and totally bitchy of me to post something like that. No matter how mad I get, I should never turn to Blogger to vent my feelings. Please forgive me.


Okay, well that is all for tonight. I suppose that I should study...sometime....
:D

Oh, by the way, Megan and I are now co-business managers of The Arrowhead. Congrats, Megan! This is going to be awesome!

I love you all! Have a good week! :)
One last thing: This song is the best song in the world. Please listen to it. :)

My world.

This blog is in the format of Megan Cooley's blog titled "Oh Earth, you're one silly goober...." and Abby Lazorka's blog titled "In my world...". They were two very inspirational blogs posted by two very wonderful friends. :)


In my world, biology teachers walk into class late, only to start singing. AND they pick on student's grammer mistakes.

In my world, things "hook up and exchange genetic information".

In my world, it's cool to be a fan of the Jonas Brothers.

In my world, being a professional block holder is a must.

In my world, falling for your best friend is okay. but falling for obnoxiously lanky juniors is hot :D


In my world, all women have that little pocket underneath of their belly button that does not disappear. No matter how many crunches you do.

In my world, people get angry at each other for expressing love.

In my world, you don't get what you want. You get what you deserve.

In my world, dressing up as Batman (for Halloween) then trying to sex a pirate is ridiculously halarious.

In my world, artificial grape flavoring is wonderfully delicious.

In my world, hugging in the hallway is without a doubt excellent fun. :)

In my world, bus rides must involve twizzlers and truth or dare. Otherwise, they're no fun.

In my world, people aren't afraid to say what they think.

In my world, Megan, Kerri, Abby, Morgan, Emily, and Kara are the most beautiful women in the world.

In my world, Josh and Chris get themselves almost stuck in a hole. In a rock.

In my world, it doesn't matter how fast you are. All that matters is that you can jump over a hurdle!

In my world, best friends go to Jonas Brothers concerts and get coffee at 11 PM while singing various songs.

In my world, being hurt is just a part of life.

In my world, going throughout Baltimore while blasting Taylor Swift and singing along is the funnest thing in the world.

In my world, the whole purpose of going to a pool is to shove the 6th graders into it. :)

In my world, the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus is the best band in the whole universe!

In my world, my sister is perfect in every single way.

In my world, my brother is not perfect, but I still love him.

In my world, keping in shape is a must.

In my world, I would be nothing without any of my friends :)


see where you fit in!

Pulll me back again.

SO. It's time for another update!

I had my last track practice of 2009 yesterday. I'm not qualified for leagues, districts, or states, so after tomorrow, I am done. :( I'm so upset.

And I'm sad. It seems like ALL of my friends have found someone in their life who is special to them and means a lot (romantic-wise). I don't really have ANYONE. Well, no one who is interested in me anyway. :( How depressing.


oh well. my life is still wonderful :D

Just some FYI.

We won our track meet, 110-40. In the pouring rain. It literally started raining like an hour into the meet.

I IMPROVED MY HURDLE TIME! FINALLLY! YAYY! :D I'm running at a 59 seconds!

But I sucked up the long jump. XD

Track and Field is so much fun. But most of the team told me that I was an idiot for thinking that the lead singer of the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus was hot. They're all blind and retarded. :D

Oh wait.... he's married.... I'm not allowed to have an obsession with him.... I forgot. :(

AND ANOTHER THING:
With my real life crush..... he apparantly is having an after-party for prom. And a bunch of his friends, who are girls, are sleeping over at his house after prom. WHAT THE HECK! Am I honestly out of the loop for thinking that that is kinda stupid?

I wish I was going to prom. And to that after party. :D

AND ONE MORE THING:
I'm completely ready for the Biology test tommorrow! :D And I did really well on my Geometry test today! I'm having such a good day!


OH AND BY THE WAY:
I had cinnamon rolls and eggs for dinner. :D This truly is a very good day. :)

I love you guys! Thanks for reading! You make my day!

I have some very sad news.

Now... I don't want you all to be worried or anything, so I'm going to ask that you all please sit down and try to relax while i inform you of this. I know it may come as a bit of a shock, but I'd rather tell you on here than in person. It'd be easier for me. So....



THE LEAD SINGER OF THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS IS MARRIED! ((WHAT THE HECK!))

:(


How depressing is that! I thought that I would be the one to run my fingers through his gorgeous locks...not his wife!!! I was going to buy him all sorts of special redhead conditioner and everything!!!!! And then, maybe in a few years, we could have cute tall little redhead kids! Who happen to be excellent screamo singers! I'm going to cry...

Even though I'm the only one in the world who thinks he's hot....

psst. look. it's the hottest man in the world ---------------->

I secretly think that my friends have some type of disorder that makes them blind to attractive screamo singers. :)


This is the most depressing day of my life.... aww. :(



Uh oh, I'm awww-ing too much, aren't i? XD




Oh well. Maybe I'll become obsessed with MADINA LAKE now! :D

It's official.

Friday, April 24, 2009 was the best night of my life.
Why, you may ask?
I fell in love with Madina Lake (OF CHICAGO! [xD lmao]) on that night.
They were the opening act for Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. And they kicked ass. They were the best opening act ever. At first, they came out and all of us were like "Okay, who the heck is this? They're really good!" And then they started playing SCREAMO! I thought that I had died and gone to heaven. They were really fun too. They made us start jumping up and down and stuff. Haha. I thought that was awesome. :D Plus, the best part? Their lead singer. I almost fell over when I saw him. He was so freaking hot. I think I was the only one there who thought he was hot. But still! Hehehe :P He's the farthest one to the left. Tell me what you think of him.

I also became obsessed with the RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS!
I have honestly never been to a better concert. I LOVED their music!They only played screamo music, and hard rock. And as we all know, I LOVE SCREAMO!:D Ohh God. I liked the way their lead singer put all of his heart into singing. Their music was so easy to relate to. AND GOD THEIR HAIR! They had this long, flowy hair. I loved it. Plus, I WAS CLOSE TO THE STAGE! WOO! Oh, and I think my favorite thing about them was their logo (pictured at right). Isn't that just the coolest thing ever? :D

I actually didn't like Secondhand Serenade. Their songs just seemed... I don't know... whiny. Ugh.

Oh, and the concert made Maddie feel guilty because there were HOT, SEXY, GORGEOUS guys everywhere you turned! I wish everyone could have been there! :)

P.S. Listen to the song "Pull Me Back" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. It is really good. :D

You don't get it.

You don't get it, do you?
I talk about wanting love.
I talk about it only to you.
Yet, you still don't get the hint.
You just keep on living your life.
While I stand here, letting the world pass me by.
Are you that oblivious?

You don't understand, do you?
I want you more than anything.
I've tried so hard to get you to notice me.
Yet, you don't get the hint.
Is there something wrong with me that I'm oblivious to?
Tell me why.
Because I'm sick of not knowing.

You love me, don't you?
Because if you do, then this is one heck of a way of showing it.
Why are you leaving me alone like this.
Why are you letting me stand out in the rain, while you relish in the sunshine?
What have I done wrong?

I really don't get it, do I?
The saints get nothing.
The sinners get everything.
The ones who work hard still get paid less.
The ones who sit in the office get millions.
The ones who try to make themselves strong still lose.
The ones who are naturals have been winning for a while.
The ones who don't wish to be broken are anyway.
And the ones who could care less still get them all.

brokenn.

cut my heart into pieces. i'd rather bleed for you.



sorry for the negativity. shitty night. you guys rock though(:

EMILY!

I posted something for you! YAYYY! :D

I'm really upset. Kathleen did my Tarot card reading today, and NONE OF IT CAME TRUE! :(
I WISH I WOULD HAVE HAD TO MAKE A DECISION! AND I WISH THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN A CHANGE!

oh well. Other than that, my day was good.

Especially biology! :D Hahaha. We've started keeping track of how many times Mr. Mazz's phone has gone off during class. So far, we're up to nine times in two days. He's wasted a total of 30 minutes.


alsooo. I think I'm going to prom. Not sure. I will be talking to a certain someone tomorrow, and we'll see if he asks me. :D

ATTENTION TO MY FRIENDS:
On the last day of school, here's the basic plan.
-Go to movies immediately after school lets out. My mom will take us. We might need one more person to drive... who has boyfriends or parents who could drive us?
-After movies, go bowling. I'm not sure if my mom can take us. Again, boyfriends and parents who can drive would be appreciated!
-Go swimming after bowling. I'm not sure if this is happening at Emily's house or at the montour pool. We really need to finalize things :D

Oh well, we still have over a month to go.

:D

OKay, well that is your daily input into my brain. I LOVE YOU ALL!

:) tasha

Positives and negatives. And mostly negatives.

Do you like my new blog title? It's pretty sweet, in my humble opinion. :) It also matches my picture! YAY!

Okay, so I'm trying something new. Instead of making my blog all negative and depressing, I'm going to say one negative thing, then follow it with a positive spin! :)

First, I'm sick of being single. IT FREAKING SUCKS MOTHER LOVING BOOTAY! II can't stand this. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME THAT MAKES ME UNATTRACTIVE TO THE MALE SEX!!?! Maybe I'm horrifically ugly... or really stupid... or really unathletic.... or really really really tall... or ugly. I'm thinking ugly.
BUT ON THE POSITIVE SIDE: Being single allows for your eye to wander without complaint from your lover. :D

Second, I suck at track. I'm really bad. I can't even do the long jump right. THE LONG JUMP. You know, the thing where you run and jump into a sand pit?
BUT ON THE POSITIVE SIDE: I'm using my freshman year for improvement purposes only!

Third, I have severe issues with substitute teachers. They bore me to death, they usually can bve pretty slow about what the heck to do, and they just bug the living hell out of me. GAH!
BUT ON THE POSITIVE SIDE: I've learned to be a lot more patient!


well. I should be doing my spanish homework now. Toodles! :D keep updated on me, my SEVEN RAYS OF SUNSHINE!

Diva is a female version of a hustla.

GOOD MORNING, EVERYONE!
It's time for your daily news bulletin of the day!

Welll, I just had a crazy craving for some frozen fruit. S0, I went to the freezer and pulled out a huge mass of frozen fruit and fruit juice. I then proceeded to grab a butter knife and a hammer and started trying to chisel out the fruit. THAT, my friend, was an interesting process. Then the knife slipped and I decided that I didn't want any fruit anymore. Haha.

Last night, I was sprawled out on the couch, just minding my own business, when my mom informs me that I looked like hell and I should probably go to bed and stop eating Flavor-Blasted Goldfish (in EXTREME CHEDDAR!). I, being the stubborn brat I am, furiously hurrumphed then proceeded to walk outside to take a picture of the moon (THAT DIDN'T TURN OUT, DANG IT!). It looked veryyyy pretty :D but I'm sad my picture didn't turn out. :(

And guess what I'm doing now, mom? I'M EATING GOLDFISH!!!! MUAHAHAHAA!

And why was I not invited to the big bonfire? :( fine, I'll have a bonfire of my own! AND NO JUNIORS ARE ALLOWED IN! yay :D well. I'll make a few select exceptions.


I love Skillet. They're officially the best band ever. :D

I have a track meet today. It's away, at Jersey Shore. I'm secretly very nervous. Shhh. :) I think I'll be okay in the end, though. :)


OK, go outside and enjoy the sunshine instead of reading my blog. :D

TODAY'S WEATHER!:
Sunny with some scattered clouds, a high of 57, and a low of 33. Some snow flurries are to be expected in the evening. Winds will be at around 15 mph.
(taken from the Williamsport Sun Gazette)


Have a great day! Thanks for reading!
You four make my day :D

Another poem...

Have I ever told you that I hate her?
Have I ever told you that I want to be with you forever?
Have I ever told you that I cried when I heard that you kissed her?
Have I ever told you that I remember every single detail of our love?
Have I ever told you that you were the only one to break my heart?

Did it ever occur to you that I wanted to be your first everything?
Did it ever occur to you that maybe, I hate listening to you talk about her?
Did it ever occur to you that I want you to look at me and consider me beautiful?
Did it ever occur to you that I try so hard to make it look easy to be around you?
Did it ever occur to you that we were more than friends?

Do you realize that even though I love him now, you're the one I cry about at night?
Do you realize that I have a scar from where you would always touch me?
Do you realize that it's over now, that we can never go back?
Do you realize how much he smells, tastes, feels, and sounds like you?
Do you realize that you are in all of my dreams?

I hope you think about me everytime you lie next to her.
I hope you think about leaving her every time you see me with him.
I hope you think I'll still be here for you.
I hope you think I'm still 100% dependent on you.
I hope you think you can actually win me back.

This is what you get when I'm exhausted.

TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY!
So, first off, the musical last night KICKED some serious bootay :D EXCELLENT JOB, ABBY, MARIANN, CALEB, AND KATHLEEN!

Second off, this was my day:
-Woke up after having a very odd, random, and scary dream.
-Stumbled downstairs to eat french toast and bacon :D and drink orangee juice!
-Watched Full House with Marlene :)
-Went outside and colored on the ground with sidewalk chalk! WOO!
-Took a nap on the swingset....
-Went on a hike
-Took another nap
-Went to track practice
-Came home and made dinner
-Ate it
-Posted this wonderlicious blog!

woo! if you want to stalk me, there's an update on what i did all of today :D


uhmmm i'm very tired and still scarred from my dream :O
ithinkitsbeddybyetime! :D

goodnightttt :D i loveeeee youuuuu to the end of the world and backkkkk!

and by the way, people whose initials are the 20th and the 13th letter in the alphabet are super hot :P

haha.

night!

If I said.

This was my first attempt at a poem. I'm not sure if I like it or not. Tell me what you think! :)

If I said I wanted you two to be together,
I'd be lying.
I want to be your only other.
But right now, it's just not working.
I want off, I want out.
I want it to end now.

It's like lying on a bed of broken glass.
I can't get up without killing myself.
It's like swimming in a pool of lava.
It felt good to begin with, but now you burn.
It's like you're making me stab myself.
But you keep saying "Do this for me."
It doesn't have to be like this.
Get me off of this bed of broken glass.

If I said I wanted you to touch her
In the way that you used to touch me,
I'd be lying through my teeth.
However, you'd simply ignore me. Like always.
You say you want to wait some more, that this would be too hard.
I think you just like torturing me.

If I said we could be together,
That forever was not a boundary;
You would say it would not be possible.
Because it would "ruin what we had".
Did we ever really have anything at all?
All the lies. All the tears. All our wasted years.
Why did I let you ruin me?

Because forever doesn't happen.
We cannot pretend anymore.
It's like lying on a bed of broken glass.
We were never meant to be.

what did you think? leave me a comment! :)

Hello. My name is Natasha, and I am Russian supermodel!

Well, I just did my Spanish homework. How exciting! :D

And recently, I've taken to posting strange comments on people's blogs. For examples, please see anyone's blog who I am following. :)

I think I'm going to write a sonnet!
ABABCDCDEFEFGG!

WOOO! HORRAY FOR SONNETS!

uhmm ilikepieandsettingthingsonfireinmr.mazz'sscienceclass:D

So the play is on Saturday. Yayyy. I'm going to make posters for everyone. :)

IF YOU LOVE ME AND YOU KNOW IT, CLAP YO HANDS!

*silence* okay well, dinner time! check out my next post!

You know you love me,
Tasha :)

STUDY HALL! WOO!

So. Study hall is very boring. Instead of staying in the dungeon of Mrs. Quick's room, we decided to come down to the library. Abby made me a blog for here! YAY!
I have my first track meet tonight, at 4:15. I'm very scared. But I think that if I just focus, I'll be okay :)
Plus, the school musical is in four days! I can't wait to see Abby, Caleb, and Morgan in it! :)
I'm going to fill out all my info now. Talk to you later!
Love,
Tasha